The Bachelorette star spoke about her fight against depression and addiction to Valium in a new YouTube video part of her new series “Nine to Wine”. In the clip, Kaitlyn Bristowe also revealed that at one point, she had dropped to just 93 pounds, putting her health in extreme danger.
The video entitled My Life Story presented her difficulties in her twenties before joining the reality TV show that made her famous.
Speaking of moving to Germany for a boyfriend and the time she spent in Europe, she confessed that she really “got lost”. Kaitlyn Bristowe Gets Candid About Struggling With Extreme Depression, Valium Addiction And Dropping To Only 93 Pounds!
“I think I have had out-of-body experiences in Germany. Where I was a kid and screamed and kicked the floor, just bawling my eyes. It was like looking at myself from top to bottom, saying, “Why are you behaving like this? It’s not who you are, get up. “And I couldn’t,” she said.
Realizing that she was only a “shell” of her former self at that time, she decided to end things with her ex-ex and return to North America.
She apparently had the impression that “I had nothing and that life was just over for me, that I had given up all my hopes and dreams, and that the love of my life was now gone” and it It was then that a doctor prescribed Valium to help him and an antidepressant.